She pours herself a cup of coffee and sighs as she looks at the clock. It's 6:10 a.m. The baby hasn't been sleeping well at night and the days have been so busy. There are so many decisions to make about so many things and too much going on in general. She isn't bursting with energy--far from it! The house is quiet as the children lay in their beds dreaming. She hasn't had one moment to herself in a couple of weeks so she decides to take her coffee outside and drink it on the porch.
"Five minutes to myself," she whispers.
She sits on the porch step and cradles her coffee with both hands. The street is quiet. A slight breeze blows through the trees and they wave as if saying "Good morning." She takes a sip of her coffee as she tries to sort out everything going on in her world. Over the past couple of days her stress level has risen and everything going on feels like a huge jumbled mess in her mind. Life was usually one obstacle after another but for some reason her little family has been hit with several things at once and her goal was to just stay busy.
A bird begins to sing as she takes another sip of her coffee. She feels the tears sting her eyes and tries to force them away. It seems more difficult than usual. She takes a deep breath as the overwhelming feeling takes over. She lets herself have a much deserved moment of weakness and begins to cry.
She cries for a few minutes as her thoughts race and then, out of the corner of her eye, something catches her attention. Light is dancing through the branches of a little tree. She stands up and steps into the yard where she sees the sun still low in the sky. The symbol of a brand new day.
She takes another deep breath and smiles. She turns and walks back inside where she is greeted by smiling little faces.
Time to start a another day.